I'm Venting Here And Not Looking For Sympathy.
So yeah I get it I have this terminal disease and its progressive and I end up suffocating.
I have had major anxiety problems my entire life and I don't know what to do with the time left.
Marty, I never wanted to live that long. I don’t think I can afford it. 😂
Thanks for your suggestions. I keep busy doing things I love (reading, movies and theater on streaming services).
Sadly I can't discuss the following with friends or family because they are in denial:
I've seen first hand how mean everyone can get after someone passed so I have spend a great deal of time and money to making sure my estate is in order and hired a medical advocate to insure my wishes are followed. I know I'm a glass half empty kind of guy but I've seen first hand how senior affairs are mishandled and are abused during end of life decisions.
Thanks for letting me vent...tom
I have gone back to school, online. It helps fill the days.
Funny, no one really even touched base on what you said. I get you, your not lying. Makes you look at things from a whole new perspective.
Thanks for the hugs. I try to take life one day at a time. Otherwise it could be overwhelming. 😀
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